Now, HERE, you see, it takes all the running you can do, to keep in the same place. If you want to get somewhere else, you must run at least twice as fast as that!
-- The Red Queen in Alice Through the Looking Glass
Just read the update. One word.ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
In one of the updates I noticed a mention of surgery for you. It never seems to end for you. I think of and pray for you often.